[ when you're alone... well, its lonely. but it's also safe. until it stops being safe and it stopped being safe for him a lot which then lead to nowhere being safe and that, along with many other things, lead to wrench. where he was safe. and now that was also becoming unsafe. so now nothing was safe and nowhere was safe from the madness that was one reginald blechman. and his anxiety. and his paranoia. and, and, and, and, and. no. he hugged himself tighter until something bubbled up so deep inside him at her words that he needed to bite back.
wrench was quick to his feet, quick to evade her and step around in order to put some distance between them. ready to spit fire but couldn't find the words. his mind spiraled. all he could see was nothing. thinking over and over again about her death, and about all the other deaths he's seen, and all the blood on his hand, and how fucking angry he was, and how fucking sad he was under that. all the time, all the time. all the things he wanted to say throughout all the years but never did. its like he wanted to be unhappy, like he hated reggie so much his freedom was also his punishment.
and when she insinuated that he mattered all he could do was let out a single and quiet laugh. pacing; body language tight and avoidant. ] you don't know the person i am, sharon. the ugly me. you know wrench.
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YOUR FUTURE, HUSBAND. // FUCK YOU & FUCK UR MOTHER. // I'D RATHER BELIEVE IN NOTHING THAN BEG FOR MY FUCKING LIFE //
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Date: 2023-05-20 03:32 am (UTC)wrench was quick to his feet, quick to evade her and step around in order to put some distance between them. ready to spit fire but couldn't find the words. his mind spiraled. all he could see was nothing. thinking over and over again about her death, and about all the other deaths he's seen, and all the blood on his hand, and how fucking angry he was, and how fucking sad he was under that. all the time, all the time. all the things he wanted to say throughout all the years but never did. its like he wanted to be unhappy, like he hated reggie so much his freedom was also his punishment.
and when she insinuated that he mattered all he could do was let out a single and quiet laugh. pacing; body language tight and avoidant. ] you don't know the person i am, sharon. the ugly me. you know wrench.